This is me swallowing my pride

I remembered it all too well.
I revisited the places that we used to go.
And buried our memories.
And bidding them a sweet farewell.
And let go of everything.

But I guess everything backfired.
It did not work.
The past has an automatic replay button.
It will keep on playing on repeat..


Only until with His permission, it will stop.

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Time of my life

Ive learnt so much this year. Yeap.
Ive learnt how to stay calm amidst the 'storm' , how to be patient sincerely, how to just let go of things, who to trust, how to forgive and let go, where my heart truly lies & never lose hope.

Life of Pi

"All of life is an act of letting go but what hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye. "

" Above all... it is important not to lose hope."

"It's important in life to conclude things properly. Only then can you let go. Otherwise you are left with words you should have said but never did, and your heart is heavy with remorse."

"Santosh Patel: You think tiger is your friend, he is an animal, not a playmate.
Pi Patel: Animals have souls... I have seen it in their eyes."

Dream High

My Uni choices. Well, actually I only need to choose 5.
Still deciding.. --------
I must decide asap. I must.
Huh, How this? -_-"

Number One for me

Mum & Dad, both of you are the number one for me.
Yes, no one can ever take your place.

"i was a foolish little child
crazy things i used to do
and all the pain i put you through"

Yes, I was a foolish lil' child. I was rebellious. 

I was difficult to handle. I was selfish.

Yet, both of you still love me. And, I thank you for that.

For staying by my side :')

"oh, if i could turn back time rewind

if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you"

If only I could go back to the past, 

the first thing I would do is be a 'perfect' daughter.

And listen to you more. 

"there's no one in this world that can take your place

oh, i'm sorry for ever taking you for granted, ooh
i will use every chance i get
to make you smile, whenever i'm around you
now i will try to love you like you love me
only god knows how much you mean to me"

I find it really hard for me to express my feelings.

Eventhough I rarely say this everyday, the truth is I love you,

Mum & Dad, for everything. Yes, for every expenses that 

you've spent on me these past 18 years. For every sacrifices

you've done. For believing in me. 

My promise to you:

I will make you proud of me, Inshaa Allah.