Quotes I Read at 21:29

Mungkin,  yang rapuh itu,
Bukan hati, 
Tapi iman.
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"Kita ni kadang Solat tak jaga,
Al-Quran malas baca,
akhlak buruk,
tak peduli orang lain.

Kemudian kita merungut,
mengapa hidup tak tenang,
rasa tak bermakna,
rasa Tuhan tidak pedulikan kita.

Allah itu dekat sebenarnya dengan kita.
Dia dah kata, Dia dah janji.
Allah itu tidak pernah memungkiri janjiNya.

Jadi siapa yang sebenarnya tidak peduli siapa?
Kemudian kita merungut dengan kehidupan kita yang berserabut?"

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Maybe she isn’t perfect, but maybe she’s trying. 
Maybe she’s just taking things one day at a time. 
Maybe she laughs and maybe she cries. 
Maybe you would be surprised by everything she keeps inside… 
Maybe she is more than the skin she is in.
Maybe we should start learning how to love what’s within. 
Maybe God only knows all the places she has been. 
But maybe she comes back to Him again and again. 
Maybe she’s not afraid to die, just not afraid to live.

-Boonaa Mohammed
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I want to please You, and You alone. I know that if I make You happy, oh Allah, then everything else will always fall into place.  
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 The world is beautiful and has many attractions, the world has many things to offer,
but in the end, the world is very empty.
It will not be enough for you.
Your soul is too large for that.
Therefore, always remember Allah at the beginning of every thing.

-Dr. Umar Faruq Abdullah

 

The greatest love story

The Forgotten Language

SMILE.
Let everyone know that today,
you're a lot stronger than you were yesterday.

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

I have a few questions for starters.
1) Do you smile at strangers?
2) How often do you smile at strangers?
3) How often do you smile at your friends/families?

Me? USED TO. Most of the time.
USED TO. To even admit it hurts me to the core.
heh :-(

A smile can mean a lot of things. For instance:
short smile : 'Hi'
wide smile: ' Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! X) '

Smiling is contagious. It is seen as a charity, Islamically.
Why? You are giving a happy part of you to another sister/brother who 
might be suffering from something or is having a bad day. :)

However...........
Lately, I seemed to forget to smile. I even forgot HOW to.

Sometimes, we need people to remind us (not literally) about this silent language.
We certainly need at least someone to remind us how to smile.
They might not know, its just that their actions are so natural,
that everytime you talk to them,
either via face-to-face or just on the phone,
you just feel happiness being transferred at you, without even realising.

Contentment, on the other hand, can only be achieved by ourselves.
* There is a big difference between happiness and contentment
Only when you have a heart full of contentment, only then, you'll
manage to actually feel the happiness that was transferred to you.
Only then, will you live a happy life. 
A life full of smiles. Not fake ones. Real ones. 
A life which constantly reminds you to smile and how to,even when the chips are down.
A life full of acceptance and letting go, in which we accept everything, 
the good and the bad because we know He knows best.

Alhamdulillah for the good, the bad, the past, the present, the future.
*smiles* 

Feeling Blessed.

“To some,Islam is nothing but a code of rules and regulations.
But,to those who understand,it is a perfect vision of life” 
― Yasmin Mogahed

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-) 

I would like to wish all my Muslim readers Eid Mubarak! :-)
May Allah shower you guys with his blessings,
May the blessing of Allah fill our life with happiness, success, and good health.
and May He grant us, His flawed servants, forgiveness. Aamiin!

Alhamdulillah, today has been gooood. :-)
Why?
1) Main reason : Eidul Adha :D 
2) Went to the masjid. Alhamdulillah.
3) I finished doing my lobs by 12pm. 
4)  Good Food :)

Whenever I saw any Hajj videos broadcasted on TV,
I  feel so sad :'(
I really miss Mekkah and Madinah.
I did my Umrah in June 2011 and that was actually my first time
seeing the Kaabah with my own eyes. MashaAllah, it was a
remarkable experience. I can actually still remember exactly every single detail,
which makes me miss the place even more!
Hopefully, one day (soooon), we'll be chosen as the Guest of Allah.. Inshaa Allah. 

Eyes that couldn't shut (for a while) at the right time.

“When you love somebody that much, 
that hard, that long, you can never get away from them, 
no matter where you go. 
And that only comes once in a lifetime.” – Benjamin Mee
 
Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-) 

Tick tock tick tock, sem break will come to an end..
very soon. Uni re-opens this Monday.
If I had 1 wish, I'd wish for more holidays!
Although it sounds cliche', but it is so true.
I need more holidays :( I need my rest.

Frankly, I miss those high school days where you don't 
even care if you stayed up all night....... watching your fave
series. Those good old days. Damn it, why do I have to grow 
up so fast........ 

How ironic can I be when I'm actually feeling tired and sleepy,
but instead of going to bed, here I am blogging.
For me, blogging is therapeutic. Very therapeutic.
I blog whenever I've been through a rough day ( and when I have the time to blog).

Fyi, for my recent posts, they are dedicated to two different person.
Just lettin' you guys knowww haha.

Anyways, I decided to do a post tonight ( it is 11.58 pm atm) not because I had
a bad day, I just need to distract my mind from doing any Lobs (own notes) for tonight.
My brain is just too tired rn to even think about it.

Confession Part 2

1) One thing about me : I somehow prefer hanging out with boys rather than girls.
Idk why, maybe its because Im from a male-majority family &
 Im super close with my male cousins. ( there you go. male-majority family)
2) I procrastinate alot. Something that I would like to change. Procrastination is like my guilty pleasure. Uh-uh :-(
3) For some reasons, most of the songs in my iTunes playlist consist of deep-slo0ow songs.
4) I don't really know how to express my own feelings. -- There were times when I felt really sad, but I just couldn't let it all out because my tearducts were just so dry.
5) There were times that I kind of miss having a significant other. But hey don't get me wrong. I'm enjoying my boyf-free life atm! and Im lovin' it. :) -- This is the hardest part to admit huh. But yeah, this is the only thing that proves me as a human. And no, Im not interested on dating anyone atm. A girl like me is hard to handle. Seriously. So yeah, no to relationships atm. I guess I prefer the 'love after marriage' kind of thing.
6) I can't seem to control my anger nowadays. Maybe its because of the.............. nevermind. :-( Astaghfirullahalazim.
7) I read all sorts of motivational quotes everyday for self-motivation
8) There were times when I really asked myself, why did I sign up for this course. (correction : crazy, demanding course) -- Then again, after 7 weeks of getting to know it, it somehow convinced me to pursue my dreams further. Hopefully, in 6 years time. Aamiin :')
9) I kind of miss you. Yeah you. My old friend who just celebrated a one-year with the new friend.   Its great seeing you happy. 
10) My bedtime used to be at 10pm. Now...... its shifted to..... 12am. #MedicalStudents #gg

Confession Part 1

There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up, it's realizing that you don't need certain people In your life, Sometimes you have to distance yourself from people that only call when they need something. Fair weather friends only want to come around when they need your sun to shine on their dark and gloomy days. In the end, you'll realize you only have a few true friends. But that's better than having many fake ones.  ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Heart said: Uh-uh Brain said: Told you so It is hard to not getting attached to someone who you talk to, almost everyday.  Even this cold heart of mine has it thaw days. As soon as you got attached, that person starts to..... 'leave'. Leave as in... stopped talking to you for... idk why Its not that you have some weird feelings for them.. Its just that, you got used to talking to them, and when you don't, something just don't feel right. And in the end you realised that maybe that particular person only talks to you bcus they were bored. In the end.. you too. Distancing yourself. Sometimes you have to distance yourself from all the folks that only calls when they need something.

When cows fly.

cuando las vacas vuelen
In Spanish, something that will never happen is often referred to as "cuando las vacas vuelen" .
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The probability of me and you crossing paths with each other is like cuando las vacas vuelen.
The moment when I saw you at the airport, I knew,
The surrounding, people that packed like sardines, somehow connotes our 'story',
Me and you, at the opposite sides, 
In order for us to get to either of our sides was by using force,
A force strong enough to overcome the crowded-ness,
Instead, we just stood still, well I did,
You might or might not realise I was there,
Eitherway, at that very moment, it made me realise that,
A story of Us would be impossible, or maybe at least at this time.

What bothers me the most is that, 
I kept on having dreams.

I've dreamt of you repeatedly,
And it bothers me,
And it made me questioned myself,
What is really in my heart?
Only The Owner of Hearts knows why.