“I'm unpredictable, I never know where I'm going until I get there,
I'm so random, I'm always growing, learning, changing,
I'm never the same person twice.
But one thing you can be sure of about me;
is I will always do exactly what I want to do.”
― C. JoyBell C.
Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)
Starting from 29th of July, I am officially a Medical Student in UBD!
Alhamdulillah.. we've just started our 1 week orientation!
Although it was very tiring....... I enjoyed most of the events so far.
Honestly speaking, I can't wait to start learning new things again,
doing work, etc etc. Semester 1 will start on Monday (5th of August).
EEKKKS! :D
From what I've observed since day 1 of stepping into the Uni,
everything required us being independent, responsible and mature
enough to make our own decisions. It is quite a big difference compared
to High school etc.
To be honest, I haven't reached that stage..............yet.
Hopefully, during my 3-year stay in UBD,
my confidence level will boost up ( I have a low-self esteem).
But I do believe, with baby steps, I'll manage. Inshaa Allah :)
p/s: Im in love with the new UBD library building!
Wednesday, 31 July 2013
The Clock Starts At Zero.
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Thursday, 25 July 2013
Beautiful Patience.
As-sabru minal iman
Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)
I would like to share with you guys one of my favourite surah from the Al-Quran :)
INFACT, this surah is on top of my list. Masha Allah, the hidden meanings behind this
surah is beyond beautiful....
The surah that Im talking about is Surah Yusuf. :)
Before I went too far.. I want to make things clear that every surah in the Al- Quran is my fave,
but this particular surah hits me and it is the one and only surah that I actually understand so much,
which is why I made it as my personal favourite! Hehe :)
Anyways.... so.. A brief introduction about this surah..
This is a Makki surah, although some say it has parts which were revealed in Madinah. However the majority of scholars say it is a Madani surah in its entirety.
Time of Revelation:
I was listening to Fatih Seferagic's recitation of this surah, and I realised 1 thing,
he keeps on repeating "فَصَبْرٌ جَمِيلٌ" when reciting this ayah, at most 3 times. That somehow got me thinking about its meaning, in different prespectives.
Have a listen to his recitation here:
وَجَاءُوا عَلَىٰ قَمِيصِهِ بِدَمٍ كَذِبٍ ۚ قَالَ بَلْ سَوَّلَتْ لَكُمْ أَنفُسُكُمْ أَمْرًا ۖ فَصَبْرٌ جَمِيلٌ ۖ وَاللَّهُ الْمُسْتَعَانُ عَلَىٰ مَا تَصِفُونَ
And they brought upon his shirt false blood. [Ya'qub] said, “Rather, your souls have enticed you to something, so patience is most fitting. And Allah is the one sought for help against that which you describe.”
[Surah Yusuf : 18]
فَصَبْرٌ جَمِيلٌ, roughly, Sabru means Patience & Jameel means Beautiful.
If we read between the lines.. Beautiful Patience means something like this:
1) to be content with adversity and to surrender to the will of Allah.
2) to be outwardly the same at the time of affliction as one was the day before it struck.
3) the person who is suffering from some afflictions should behave in such a way that nobody is able to distinguish him from others.
I have always asked myself, Am I patient enough?
Can I even afford to stay calm after some calamity befalls me?
To be honest, after analysing myself throughout 19 years of living, I don't think I am one of these people-- People who stay calm at the time of affliction.
Astaghfirullah..
However, we shouldn't give up. Never let anyone or anything get the best of you.
It will be hard, we will struggle for sure, But at least we tried to be better. ;)
Practice makes perfect! Make Dua'! ;)
Whenever you feel like losing patience, remember that Allah will never put us in hardships or trials that we couldn't cope with. :)
We just have to look on the brighter side.
Being patient is beautiful, and patient people are always beautiful.
May Allah increase our Imaan and our patience. Aamiin... :)
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Tuesday, 16 July 2013
The month of Patience, Love & Blessings.
فَاصْبِرْ صَبْرًا جَمِيلًا
So endure patiently, with a beautiful patience.(Surat al-Ma`arij 70:5)
Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)
It has been a while... since I last blogged, my apologies.
I hope it is not too late to wish you guys Ramadhan Kareem :-)
Alhamdulillah, the first week of Ramadan has been a blessing,
enjoyable, a little bit challenging and... interesting. Tehee.

A wonderful piece that I accidentally found on someone's tumblr.
4 things to do for a Remarkable Ramadhan.
A lot of good events happened recently,
All praise to Him, The All-Mighty :)
First of all, the list of students that got accepted for
our local uni were released 5 days ago...........
and...................... :)
Alhamdulillah, my name was in the list!
And also not forgetting, my friends too!
I am so happy for everyone that got accepted!
Congratulations everyone :) And good luck for the new chapter of life ;)
For those who didn't managed to get in...
don't be in despair. Never lose hope!
Inshaa Allah, He has something else (a better one) for you..
Always keep bear in mind that everyone has their own rezeki,
The rezeki will be granted to us as long as we include these: effort + du'a + tawakkal.
Secondly, one month ago, I managed to get myself a driving license! :D
Teheee. However, I am a very slow driver...
I drive with the speed of 40 at my Kampong, at most 80 when driving on the main roads. I got honked twice.... twice so far.
The driver behind me was very impatient... which (ironically) was testing my patience.....
That is life........ on the road. Learn to let go of our ego and be patient.
I simply hate it when cars just speed off... like the ones in the F1 race.
Oh well. An amateur driver like me........ just have to deal with these things. :)
Anyhoo, the upcoming events that I am looking forward to are:
1) Orientation week! EEEK! So excited and nervous at the same time.
The orientation will be held from 29/7 til 3/8.
2) University will start its semester on the 5th of August.. which is SOOON.
Only He knows how much I missed studying, and being a student, and socialising etc.
But sadly, my 9 month holiday will soon come to an end. Bubyee :'(
3) EID :) I cannot wait to wear my new Baju and and and raya. But i doubt i'll be enjoying Eid starting this year, cus Uni life will overtake my social personal private life. Bubyeee :'( It is fine.. for the sake of my future, some (huge) sacrifices must be done. Inshaa Allah, will be worth it.. Aamiin.
Oh and just so you know... I am a big fan of this Hafiz..
Introducing, Fatih Seferagic, age 18 , 01/03/1995 ( fyi, mine is 07/03/1994) soo :p haha okIm pretty sure he is quite well-known now..
Masha Allah.. his voice is gold.
Honestly speaking, his future wife will be one of the luckiest person to have him as her Imaam :)
* O' Allah, grant me & also my other ukhtiis to be with someone like him, Aaminn! * [he he he :p]
Anyways, I know some of the people do not really approve the way he dress.
If you have seen his picture on his twitter, you'll know why.
We Muslims expect alot from Hafiz ukhtis and ukhis, until we forget that they, too, are normal human beings.. What is more important is what is in our hearts. If our hearts are pure, it will automatically reflect
in our face, especially our eyes, because our eyes cannot LIE ;)
Alright, i think that is all for now. I hope you guys enjoyed this post.
Till then, Assalamualaikum.
Have a blessed Ramadan :) xo
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