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“The world is not a wish-granting factory.”
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

Assalamualaikum silent readers :)

It has been a while since i last blogged and to be frank, 
I had so many things to blog about but I couldnt find the 
right time for it, but i guess now is the best time cus I 
couldnt really sleep.

So here it goes...
a lot of things happened for the past few months since i last blogged,
4 events i would like to highlight, they were:
1) Im 20!!
2) I just finished Year 1 (Hopefully, Aamiin)
3) Sharia Law & Hudud in Brunei and the reactions.
4) I lost someone that couldnt return.

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1) Im 20!!

It was on the 7th of March when I turned 20 years old. I just cannot believe
that I am no longer a teenager. No way. I am officially an adult?
Ok. Anyways, my friends surprised me a day before my actual birthday,
and yeah i was really surprised, and touched, and i felt loved. Alhamdulillah :)

I may not be the wisest 20 year old in the world, but I do hope that I can
handle most of my responsibilities as a daughter, sister, student & muslim 
dutifully, gracefully & excellently. Insha Allah I will try to improve myself
from time to time. Step by step. :)

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2) I just finished Year 1 (Hopefully, Aamiin)

Ive just started my 3 months holiday 1 week ago.... But I couldnt really enjoy this hols
cus Im worried about my results... which will be out in the end of this month.
:(

I just hope that everyone will pass. Aamiiiiin.
Honestly, there are always uncertainties in med school.
You can never be sure if you can actually survive & graduate & be a doctor.
They will kick you out if you hmm yknow, and they show no mercy at all.
Seriously.

I leave everything to you Allah. I know that the world is not a wish-granting factory,
and we cannot always have what we want, but I do hope that I will survive till the end.
And not forgetting my friends as well. 

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3) Sharia Law & Hudud in Brunei and the reactions.

When our Sultan implemented Hudud in our country,
Our country who once wasnt really known by people,
was recognised by the whole world instantly.
The reasons was because we received so many negative feedbacks from the west. 
They said that the law is inhumane, bla bla bla. Whatever.

To whoever is reading my blog, especially to those who doesnt know what Hudud is,
just keep reading what I am about to say ok.

Firstly, DONT believe all the horrible things you read or heard about hudud from any social
networks ok. DONT be so gullible. Are you that cheap to actually believe everything people say? No right? ok good.

Secondly, Sharia law is not inhumane. It is based from our Islamic faith that if someone did wrong,
let say.... if someone steals.. and according to the law, their hand must be copped off. And yes that is true, BUT, in order to do so, THERE ARE A LOT OF PROCEDURES before doing so & conditions to be met. And i havent told you the best part yet. According to our faith, in the hereafter, we have to repay for our sins that we did, so basically carrying this out lessen the person's burden to repay for his/her sins in the hereafter. Geddit? Ok good. (pls correct me if i am wrong, I am not a sheikh)

Thirdly, We Bruneians believe in our Sultan. We stand tall together. No matter how many people might boycott for this law, we will never back down okay. It is our responsibility as a Muslim to actually carry out this law. Plus, our law doesnt concerns you westeners out there who are against our Sultan & this law. 

I hope that people will come to their senses and stop pointing on what we do just because we are a Muslim country. OK? And stop branding Muslim country as Taliban or Terrorist or whatever. Pls just stop with the childish act will ya.

How will you feel if something similar happened to your country? you feel bad & mad right?
Ok good.  Feeling the empathy now my dear readers? good :)

Ok  I think that is enough now. I think Ive ranted enough. I should stop before getting carried away hehe.

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4) I lost someone that couldnt return. 

I still remember that day. 5th February, 2014. 

Actually I have so many things to say but maybe I should just keep this to myself.
but hey scratch that, i'll blog about it later. :)

I just wanna say that.. If I actually survived 6 years of med school,
and if I were to be asked to choose which area of medicine I would like to speacialise, 
I without any doubt will choose Oncology. For you bro (cousin) , for you. :')
InshaaAllah.. Aamiin


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