What goes around, comes around like a Yo-yo.

If you were magic I'd buy a locket and make you my lucky charm,

I guess that this is silly because it's just a crush,

Now every time I see you, my body turns to mush,

I can't believe I'm acting this way I'm almost nineteen,

Oh well, too bad, I just don't care because I'm feeling you.


Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

Firstly, I'd like to apologise for not updating.
It has been a really busy week for me.
Ive been busy sorting out school stuffs,
Alhamdulillah Im done for now,
I just need to wait for my leaving cert,
and Im officially out from school, for good.

anyways, lately Ive been thinking alot,
about things. Overthinking about things
is not gooood, for my mind and health.
So Ive decided to cool down abit and
try to reach to a wise decision............
And my heart told me to change my course.
(my heart never lies)

And now here I am, changing my beloved
Microbiology to Environmental Science or Biotechnology.
tbh, I prefer Biotech more, cus the course 
contains the kind of Bio that I prefer to be learning.
Env Sci, on the other hand, is more to Ecology/Ecosystem,
and obviously Chemistry. (I love Chemistry too!)

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Went to sch on Saturday afternoon, 
and I saw someone from my past.
Didnt expect that person to be there.
Tbh, I don't really know what I felt when I saw you.
I guess I still have some..... feelings..
Hurt, annoyed, etc.
I really cannot wait for the day that when I look 
at you and feel absolutely nothing. Neutral.
I guess the day has not come yet. Be patient dearself.

But yea, Im confused myself,
how is it that I can actually have a crush on someone,
and still holding onto my past at the same time.
Is that even possible? lol :-p

All i could say is that love is complicated, mysterious,
unexpected, accidental and unplanned.

An early birthday gift at 1451

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

Today is the day! Results are officially out!
I received mine via SMS at 1451.
To be honest, I had mixed feelings when I was 
about to open it. I could feel everything,
the mini heart attack, excitement, anxious,
panic, uneasy. basically EVERYTHING.

And then when I opened it, Alhamdulillah!
I couldnt even believe what Im seeing!
It felt just like a dream. Yes!
And I was shaking. I srsly don't know what to say.
All I could think of was my parents, and also, God.
No matter what I say, I just couldnt thank Him enough,
and my parents too! For always praying for my success.

To be honest, I went through a really hard time during
the exam month. I, myself, at that time, don't even
know if I can cope with everything. Revising without
any distractions. 

Cus just a few months before that, I was heart-broken.
and still was, during the exam month.
I might not looked like I was, but deep inside, I was.
My head wasn't feeling ok.
My heart was....... shattered into pieces. 

But alhamdulillah! I finally got through!

Im actually very thankful to the person that broke me, 
cus you somehow made me stronger.
yes. thank you so much. :-D

'Semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya'
this I agree! Even though Ive lost you, today Ive gained
something very valuable! For my future. Alhamdulillah..


AllahuAkbar. God is Great!
His plans, everything, are just simply.. amazing.

No matter what, Ive always remind myself not to be too
happy or too sad etc. Kerana bersederhana itu lebih baik.
We as humans should always remain humble and be grateful,no matter what.
Why? Kenapa?
Kerana hidup ini umpama roda. Kadangkala kita di bawah,
kadangkala kita di atas. 

To get to the finish line, you'll have to try lots of different paths.

You got a dream...You gotta protect it. 
People can't do somethin' themselves,
they wanna tell you you can't do it. 
If you want somethin,' go get it.

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

It has been 10 days since the reg for the SMS O/A Level 
results, and our results are not released just yet......

Waiting can be frustrating sometimes, especially when
you've been waiting for a long time.......
I really hope our results are worth the wait.
Amiin.

Anyways, Ive been avoiding junk foods and chocolates 
for more than 2 weeks now! yeay me! 
and for drinks, Im only sticking to Water only, and Tea/Milo at times.
also, Ive finally started exercising again. and I feeeel great!
and not forgetting, 8 hours of beauty sleep!!! 
Ive made promise to myself to sleep before 10 pm. 
( if its football night, it is an exception. :-p )
At first it was kind of hard cus I got used to sleeping late,
but yeah after a while, I succeed!

I feel much much healthier now, compared to last year.
Alhamdulillah.

I really hope I could stick to this new healthy routine, for eternity~
oh yeah! 

Being Healthy=Positivity Increases + Smile = Happy me!

What is meant to be will always find its way.

Fate doesn’t ask you what you want. 
Fate knows what’s best even if you don’t"

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

Meet my 3 handsome cousins!

Yesterday, we had a really serious group talk
about.... fate [jodoh].

The convo sounded something like this:

Cousin 1: Mun sudah takdir bersama, bersamalah, mun inda
bukan jodoh lh tu. Eseh hahahaha 

Cousin 1: Inda jua tani tau kan. Hanya Allah yang menentukan.. hahaa

Me: No time for love. haha

Me: Aku pernah plg terpikir, like sekiranya lah tani kana takdirkan sudah sama this person.
Lama2 betamu jua right sooner or later? Iakah? haha

Cousin 1: Yes. Lurus tuu neb 

Cousin 2: Ada tu nanti mun sudah jodoh. Tjumpa tu nanti pasangan tulang rusuk tani ;)

Cousin 1: For me right now, study is more important ;)

Cousin 1: Curhat tarus. hahahahha

Cousin 3: fneinganfoaafagv  fhsfj hfalnkl !! [ the truth is that he said something that 
I shouldnt say here. haha ]

So yeah.. It is just a matter of time.
When the time comes.. someone will come to you,
with His Will. 
You just need to be patient and believe.

'Semua telah tertulis di Luh Mahfuz'
All is written. So why worry? *winks

anyways!! I am so in love with the Wade-Zoe relationship!
They showed me how 2 people who have nothing in common,
and can still be compatible. Maybe it is because they are meant to be?
If you guys are wondering who these two people are...

they are characters from
 Hart Of Dixie.

haha I think everytime I get obsessed
with a particular series, 
I'll get drawn into it and talked about it 
as if it is real yknow........