Thursday, 24 January 2013

12 Rabiul-Awwal 1434 Hijrah

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

Sesungguhnya engkau rasul mulia.
Tabahnya hatimu menempuh dugaan, mengajar erti kesabaran.
Menjulang panji kemenangan.
Terukir namamu di dalam Al-Quran.
Rasulullah kami umatmu, walau tak pernah melihat wajahmu.
Kami cuba mengingatimu, dan kami cuba mengamal sunnahmu.

"Sesungguhnya orang yang paling dekat denganku
pada hari kiamat adalah orang yang paling banyak
berselawat kepadaku"

Salam Maulidur Rasul to all brothers and sisters of Islam. :-)

Tuesday, 22 January 2013

W o r r i e d

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

Today is the day!! Results day!

yeay.
We Bruneians have to wait for at least..
a week or two. At least. yes. I tell u.

Because of my curiousity,

I checked onto the xtremepapers forum section ,

and guess what?

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the threshold shooted! 
No. No. NO.

This can't be happening.
I feel like my heart is aching inside.
Srsly.

To get an A* for Maths, you must score 91% above

and to get an A, 83%

The paper wasn't even that easy! :-(



Ahhh! All these negativity thoughts caught me.

[ Note: This was me being overly dramatic a few hours ago ]
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[ Note: This is me being 'calm admist the storm' (present) ]

Im okay now I guess.
Tawakal neb tawakal!
and you guys too.
Who knows, anything can happen.
If we want to expect for a miracle, 
we must P.U.S.H

yes. PRAY UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPENS

Never give up people.
Allah will never let us down.

....we as Muslims should never lose hope. 
The nasr (help and victory) for His deen is promised. 
The question is whether you and I will be part of it.
- Yasmin Mogahed. 


A gentle Erinnerung

Dan apabila manusia ditimpa oleh kecelakaan, 
dia berdoa kepada Kami (Allah) dalam keadaan berbaring, 
duduk atau berdiri, 
tetapi setelah Kami (Allah) lepaskannya daripada kecelakaan itu 
dia pergi (begitu sahaja), 
seolah-olah dia tidak pernah berdoa kepada Kami (Allah) 
untuk menghilangkan kecelakaan yang menimpanya itu.
Begitulah dipandang baik oleh 
orang yang melampaui batas itu apa yang mereka kerjakan. 
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And when affliction touches man,
he calls upon Us, whether lying on his side 
or sitting or standing;
but when We remove from him his affliction,
he continues [in disobedience] 
as if he had never called upon Us
 to [remove] an affliction that touched him. 
Thus is made pleasing 
to the transgressors that which they have been doing.

[ Surah Yunus Ayat 12 ]
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This ayat reminded me of myself. 
Don't let me go astray,

'Remember me, and We will remember you'
Insha Allah.

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If we count the favours of the Almighty upon us and ponder over them carefully, 
they will eclipse the difficulties we may be facing.
Whenever we go through some hardship whether long or short term, 

we tend to become totally oblivious of the countless bounties of the Almighty upon us. 
Nobody on earth can claim to have no trials, hardships or tests. 

The difference is mainly connected to how each individual deals with his or her tests and trials.
Some never stop complaining whilst others come across very content 

although they may be going through an even greater test.
The secret is to develop our faith in the Almighty and His Mercy, 

be thankful for what we have and help ourselves
by looking at those who are in a worse situation. This will most certainly assist us through the remainder of our lives and take us through to the next - with a smile! Aameen.” 
Mufti Ismail Menk

Monday, 21 January 2013

Like 2Pac said, life goes on

XVII
No one’s fated or doomed to love anyone. 
The accidents happen, we’re not heroines, 
they happen in our lives like car crashes, 
books that change us, neighborhoods
we move into and come to love. 
Tristan und Isolde is scarcely the story, 
women at least should know the difference
between love and death. No poison cup, 
no penance. Merely a notion that the tape-recorder
should have caught some ghost of us: that tape-recorder
not merely played but should have listened to us,
and could instruct those after us: 
this we were, this is how we tried to love, 
and these are the forces they had ranged against us, 
and theses are the forces we had ranged within us, 
within us and against us, against us and within us. 

21 Love Poems - Adrienne Rich

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

Firstly, I'd like to apologise for my recent post.
As a friend of mine once said, 
holiday is happy time. There is no time
for this kind of...... sadness.

yes! I must be positive. 
There is alot of much better things than this.
Starting from now, I'll try not to let my emotions
control me.

Anyways!! Like 2Pac said, life goes on. ;-)

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Tommorow is the day. 22/01/2013. A Level results will be out tmrw.
but only in the UK. Im estimating at least a week for the results
to be process & officially released here in Brunei.
Tbh, I don't know if I should be excited, scared or just relax.
All I know is that I just don't want to disappoint people,
when the results came out, especially my parents.
They expect alot from me, and I don't wanna let them down..

I really really hope everyone will excel in A levels,
Ameen, and will be able to further their studies anywhere
they wished to!