Confessions at 11.16pm

 



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2) There were times (numerous times) when I feel that this might me the end of our...... alliance. I feel jaded, being the only one who is making the effort.. trying to reconnect the loose ends.

3) Red jumper. green shirt. green jeans. blue car. WHY OH WHY did i just discovered you ........................ now. (ok im being dramatic now)
we are like the parallel lines. The lines will never meet no matter how far the lines go.
if only... in the end.. our lines become skewed.. and just stay like that, that would be great............... i guess? haha. ok i know you guys might possibly not understand a thing........ its ok....

4) I should be doing my homework tonight.... but i didnt. instead I just..... relax .. being a couch potato. bad this is bad. I cannot let my inner demons (???) fail me. I need to pass my new year resolutions.

5) I want a new phone so badly. Samsung S4 would be perfect for me.

6) I hate going to clinics for SSM1 ( for my pregnant woman project), people are looking at me.. looking at my flat ( flat? haha) tummy, wondering if Im preggers, and judging me as if im preggers on a very young age. gosh. it is rude to stare. AND i dont wanna wear my white coat.... even the Doctors arent wearing them, why should i? eekkks haha.

7) I choose Blogger over Tumblr because....... i prefer the old-fashioned way of blogging. and i dont even know how to use Tumblr.

8) I hate the stares that people give whenever I told them that Im a UBD student. Whats wrong with studying in local uni? Srsly.. people are so judgmental these days.

9) People think they know me... but they dont....................... :)))))

10) Honesty is the best policy, but silence is the wisest choice of action.

2014

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

I know it is maybe a little too late for me to talk about my new year resolutions..
but hey im just going to share mine anyway :D


My new year resolution is simple.  And it simply revolves every aspect of my life.
And it is...................
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To be a better Muslim. Inshaa Allah :)


 

December = Vacation

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

Hey there ;)
I just got back 6 days ago from a 10-day vacation!


To sum up my story, here are some of the pics :)

USS 

I didnt managed to go on the rollercoaster
cus it was raining heavily in the afternoon.

*sobs*

Overall : Rating 5 stars.
( every single payment for the ticket is worth it )

Legoland
Honestly, I feel like a child again.. kudos to Legoland for making me feel that way again :p

Overall : Rating 5 stars.

 Pulau Manukan

The pictures I took didnt bring the beauty of the island justice. 

Went there for the second time, and the island is as beautiful as ever.

Masha Allah, :)

Overall rating: im afraid to rate this place cus this island is just too pretty.

cons: I didnt bring my sunblock.............. and my day cream couldnt resist the sun from tanning my skin. Nevertheless, I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE. :)

Semester 1 Break.

"Stop complaining and feeling sorry for yourself.
 – Life’s curve balls are thrown for a reason –
to shift your path in a direction that is meant for you. 
You may not see or understand everything the moment it happens, 
and it may be tough. 
But reflect back on those negative curve balls
thrown at you in the past. 
You’ll often see that eventually they led you to a better place, 
person, state of mind, or situation. 
So smile! Let everyone know that today you are a lot stronger 
than you were yesterday, and you will be."

Assalamualaikum Silent reader(s) ;-)

It has been a long time since I actually post something.
Been really busy with Uni life. 
Ive just started my semester break after having exams.
It feels so good to be free again. The feeling of not having any work to do.
NICEE :)

To be honest, Im way past my bedtime tonight.
But I feel like blogging so yea here I am... like i always do..
whenever I can't really sleep.

I couldnt believe that Ive finished my Semester 1 of Year 1.
Time flies so quickly.

Frankly, I struggled every single day trying to survive Sem 1.
and yeah, it was hard. 
Keeping up with everything. Work piles up every day.
I guess thats what you get as a Med Student. 
And I do believe that the other First Year students from other courses
feel the same way. Am I right?

The exams were kind of a downer.... honestly idk if the results will
be pretty. Hopefully i'll pass. and everyone aswell.

Anyhoooo... Ive got some advise for people who is reading my blog atm
(if there is any) who are deciding to do Medicine.

1) Be very sure that you wanted to do the course. Don't let anyone influence you.
2) You will cry while doing the revision because the things that you need to revise.. is alot!
(and it is ok to cry) And work extra extra extra hard!
3) You will definitely break down, even if only once, cus of the pressure and everything. 
4) You are required to be strong. Stronger than before. Mentally strong.
5) Lastly.. dont be surprised if you see alot of "WHAT THE #$%^" questions on the exam papers.
Most of the questions that came out... are not the ones that I've revised for. And there are alot of medical terms 
that were never even mentioned during the lectures. So pls pls pls be very familiar of the terms.


Soooo did I scared you yet.... future med students? Haha kidding :P
This advise doesn't necessarily apply only to med students....... :)

Choose wisely. ;)