Dear ehemalige Flamme

Warning: This is a very emotional post. 

Out of everyone else, it was you that came into my mind,

and my dreams, too. 

There is not a day when I don't ......... umm.

nevermind.

Tbh, I feel so confused.

Mixed feelings.

I don't know if it is still love that I feel for you,

but I do still somehow...... miss........... you.

And I know I do still care, I just stopped showing it.

urgh :-/

Everyday, my life is a constant battle, 

to forget about everything and just...

move on.

Move on. Easy to say, very hard to do.

Ya Allah, may You ease everything for me. Ameen.

Dear you: I hope you are enjoying your life to the fullest out there,

and I hope the 3 months of hardcore adventure will benefit you fully.

Take care of yourself.

I know you are not even reading this but yeah........ 

May Allah protect you from everything, 

and I wish you all the best in life!